So many things happened in the last few days that were emotionally distressing. It’s not even funny. They were not what I would call earth shattering things but still the the type that drains you emotionally.
The crab in me wanted to go hide under my shell for a few but instead I’ve decided to keep living my life even though it will most definitely not be the same now.
I mean, have you ever felt like someone you love and trust used you for their own selfish benefit?
Have you ever felt like the rug was taken from under you and you didn’t know where to stand anymore?
Have you ever felt like someone you love and trust has manipulated you and thrown you under the bus when they had a chance to hide their true faults?
Have you ever felt like you and your mate were finally in a good place and boom realize that maybe you weren’t after all?
Truth is felt angry and sad at the same time and My shell looks so comfy, drama free but that is not a way to live is it?
Instead of hiding I started writing away and redye my hair… this won’t stop the wheel of life to turn but it will spin around my narrative. This is what my journey has been all about chasing away the negativity, even when I temporarily slip into it to quickly rise above it and turn the focus back on building a better me every day!